I think I drowned my birthday blues just a little too hard with some birthday wine. Alone. But don't be scared just yet. I was able to hang out with Javier after he had dinner for his mom's birthday (isn't that ironic? Mother / girlfriend same birthday? No... its not that cool) But I did get an amazing present from Abby and James (thank you eReader) and found out my sister and Continue Reading
Birthday Blues
I am really not trying to be the ultimate 27-year-old-grouch today. But it is really hard for me not to be mean today for some reason. I feel completely overwhelmed and under inspired with my life lately and turning 27 just solidifies that in so many ways. It's not that I can really complain: good place to live, money in my bank account, food on my table, and an infinate Continue Reading
My Life List… And a New Direction
I think it is clear I have a lack of direction in many aspects of life, so now it is going to become one of my goals to solidify this blog with some direction so I have something that is constant. I am a girl driven by the constant, one who desperately needs things to be in order. So after being inspired by A Lost Feather, I am going make this blog my Life List. I love Continue Reading
I Am Afraid
It's hard to admit, but I am afraid. Of everything. I still have nightmares about the movie Scream. I don't think I have watched it all the way through since that faithful sleepover in 7th grade when I was scared silly, and i refuse to do so ever again. Those nightmares still haunt me. But lately, I am even more scared of failing. I know hard to compare physical scare to an Continue Reading
Career Ambition?!
I never would have considered myself a girl who strives to work. I know that sounds bad, but honestly when I look back on my life I always wanted to be things like an Ice Skater, Sea World employee, or an Actress on Broadway (seriously look it up in my journal that I have had since 2nd grade) Have I ever taken any sort of lesson to warrant these aspirations? Absolutely not. Continue Reading